2 Songs have really gotten to me today...
Supergirl - Krystal Harris
I'm supergirlAnd I'm here
To save the world
And I wanna know
Who's gonna save me?
I'm supergirl
And I'm here to
Save the world
And I wanna know
Why I feel so alone
Seems like a dream
But there's one thing missing
Nobody's here with me
(Here with me)
To share in all that
I've been given
I need someone
That's strong enough for me
Alone - JJ Heller
Doesn't anyone understand me
I long to be home in my Father’s arms
Because he knows me
All I want is a little bit of company
All I have is a paper bag
Full of pieces that don’t fit together
Did they ever
I am so alone
Thinking over life... Thinking about how I really don't feel like I belong anywhere... What kind of a girl am I??? I'm a preppy, hippy, cowgirl... On one hand, I'm stuck in a world of people that prefer to see life as something they have to live through, And I'm not accepted by the people that believe life is something to be conquered. I live in a world where people can discover new concepts to change their life around, but I'm stuck in a world that prefers to see the life as a competition of who is the best and acts the best. I want to be me. But no one can see me. I'm too good for some, and I'm not good enough for others. I'm bored with life and tired of having to try so hard to be part of a crazy screwed up reality. I want to go home. I want to go meet up with my best friend who's going to tell me everything. Who's going to teach me what life really means. Who's not going to talk around my back and won't be straight with me. I want to go home.... I want to live free to be who God made me to be. I want to live with peace love and joy. But I want to live where there's a new adventure and world to explore every day. I want to talk to the Creator of the universe and learn everything there is to learn. All I want is a little bit of company, to be with one who understands me. Until then I'm just going to have to continue to muddle through and hope He sends me some company soon... Someone thats strong enough for me... Cause it's going to take an incredible superman to keep up...
But guys, any of you who are reading this... remember we're not alone. No matter how much it feels like it, we're not. Sometimes we have the only company we need... We've got the only companion that is going to be a blessing and not a burden. And I know it doesn't always feel like that... believe me... I know... Sometimes it feels like no one understands, like no one cares, like no one is there... But we've got someone that understands, He cares so much that He died for our cares, and He's always there.
Lord grant me peace, I feel lost and alone, and I know I can't be the only one. Lost between worlds that create our reality. But this isn't true reality. Thank you for reminding me this isn't my home. That when my education here on Earth is over I can come join you for something better. Somewhere I belong. I love you, and I can't wait to finally feel like I belong. <3
