Well, since last I posted alot has happened, so I'll try to catch you up with much of whats been going on.

1. I'm writing this blog post from my newest Gmail account... kim@soar4him.com. I'm working on putting my goals and dreams into motion, and I've started with a website where I can get it all started and organized. For those of you that have created an organization, feel free to email me a to-do list of what I need to do, Thus far, I'm working to build skills and networking that may help me further this goal, If your reading this and know a school/church/youth group interested in a special youth program let me know. I currently have available an instructor qualified to teach survival skills as well as some basic first aid knowledge. Just looking for groups to present to. Shoot me an email we'll see what we can work out :) Beyond that I'm looking to become qualified to present a seminar on Depression and volunteers willing to become qualified to help with that as well. So far funds and people are holding me back for that. So I'll keep you posted, as to when that comes available.

2. I have gotten 3 accounts set up to post to this blog, I'm hoping to do 1 blog post every day from 1 of the 3.... Though I might decide to make that a Sunday, Tues, Thursday thing... Eitherway... I have 3 accounts, for 3 of my business goals...
a) kmckay@burmanu.ca As a recent Graduate I am definitely looking for work so this is kind of my go-to email for most of my life... friends, family, possible employers, etc... somehow I don't know that organizations that work with @risk youth or adventure therapy really want to be hiring someone who's email is knifegirlkim@gmail.com... o.O ... I mean once they start asking questions I think they'd understand and there would be no problem... but lets get me to that interview before throwing such questions into the mix...
b) knifegirlkim@gmail.com my plan is to continue presenting cutco, keep it as a source of income and keep using it to build my dreams and meet my goals. If you guys want some knives... you know where to go first ;)
c) kim@soar4him.com This is where all my dreams come together... in the next few years I'd like to be able to see this program building, get contracted out to do programs in many different areas of North America to work with youth, to challenge churches to further their circle of influence in their communities, and challenge individuals to grow, to dream, and to create for themselves the lives God has given them to live.
I would like to focus on writing this blog every couple of days, for a few specific reasons:
a) to grow better my writing skills... first of all resumes and coverletters are miserable guys... whoever invented such things were ridiculous... but my theory is if I can write more... maybe a few sentences about why I'm awesome won't be so hard to write out... with all my plans who knows what God will make me write... and part of me says don't get better cause then He'll make me write more... the other part of me realizes He's going to make me write whether I get better or not so I might as well just get it over with and strengthen the gifts He's given me... I find myself always settling for good... and never feeling it necessary to achieve greatness... and I've got lots of reasons for that maybe I've already written them.... maybe I'll write them someday... but settling for good not great is pathetic... and seriously guys... if you have an opportunity to achieve greatness in something... do it...
b) I've thrown around the idea of writing a book someday... and I've had many people tell me I should write a book. all of which... is about 75% joke, 25% serious... so again in my attempt to allow myself the opportunity of greatness... I need to start writing... So lets start with a blog that probably doesn't have a far reach... really if it does don't tell me :P I like being a secret, it makes me more honest... ;) So here's my attempt at becoming a writer...
c) I'm looking to set goals and stick with them... Write now in my life I feel like I'm living in limbo in many areas of my life... nothing to focus on immediately because of commitments I've made, or situations that keep further commitment just out of reach... I kinda just have to make goals and figure out how to make them happen, but I have time frames that keep me from anything too concrete at least for the summer... So here's goal #1 to write more. to make 3 posts on this blog a week...  1 from the perspective of the recent graduate, 1 from sales, 1 from my dreams... Wish me luck, pray for me, and if you're following diligently and you don't see a new post for over 3 days... please try to hold me accountable and send me a message. Ask me if I died, remind me that by setting goals I am better able to achieve goals, remind me that Integrity and follow through are key ingredients to making dreams come true.

3. I'm writing this blog to expand my comfort zone... if your new to this blog... you probably just ready my status on facebook and was like wow! Kimmy's blogging!!! What? yeah... I know... Well... the fact that you know about this is already outside of the comfort zone... I've told a few people... so that they can keep up to date on my life... cause I do alot of stuff but I forget to tell people... so if I have a blog and something really cool happens... I can tell them all at the same time :D and if they didn't read the blog... well... thats their problem they didn't know cause obviously... they didn't read the blog that I told them about so they'd know ;) but... by not posting regularly... really it's my fault... why should they look if I only post every few months... also I can convince myself that I'm totally anonymous and no one reads it anyways so I can say whatever I want... well... I'm probably going to be a little less honest knowing that I've now opened this blog to the entire world of facebook... however... I'm going to attempt to be nearly as honest... because it's partly about expanding that terrible comfort zone... bah humbug... With that in mind guys... I know I've told you to hold me accountable as far as making sure I keep posting... try to pretend that you don't know who's writing here... If I have 50 people remind me to keep posting... I'm probably going to become a turtle and hide in my shell till everyone gives up and goes away... But I will try to not run away...

I think thats all I've got for today, and I gotta run... presentation and cross my fingers she loves the knives... I know she's already looking for a paring knife... so I'll try to keep you posted... haha I've got 3 blogs to do starting in 2 days... so maybe I'll try to post as knifegirlkim on Sunday... also hoping to book a bunch of presentations for sunday and monday... so again... ask me how they went if you don't hear by tuesday ;)

We'll talk to you soon
Kim (the dreamer)