Speak and I will teach you what to say.

 I think the reason I have such a hard time with this blog is I don't feel like I have anything worth saying... I've been thinking about writing for so long, I get distracted with ideas of writing a book, but at the end of the day I tell myself over and over... but who wants to listen? It's already been said... 

Well today is a beautiful Sabbath Day, the sun is shining the dogs are barking and I'm sick at home trying to think of all the things I could be doing, the things I should be doing... but here I am trying to make my voice heard. Not because anyone actually reads this. Because that's not why we speak... We speak because we have things to say. 

Ex. 4:10-12 says
"Please Lord," Moses replied, "I have never been eloquent, neither in the past nor since You have spoken to Your servant, for I am slow of speech and tongue." and the Lord said to him, "Who gave man his mouth? Or who makes the mute or the deaf, the sighted or the blind? Is it not I, the Lord? Now go! I will help you as you speak, and I will teach you what to say." 

Honestly when I started typing this I had the first sentence in mind, the rest has come as I typed... Sometimes it feels like God asks us to speak, and we simply tell Him, "no thanks, I don't speak I have nothing to say." but if we simply do what He asks of us He gives us those words to speak. 

Why do we make so many excuses? I'm not good enough, I'm too busy, etc. 
Throughout History we've been given examples of where God asked something and when they obeyed they were blessed. 
Moses was asked to speak to Pharaoh, he spoke and God set a nation free. 
The widow was asked to feed Elijah with her last meal and she never ran out of food.

Sure God could give us all the details, but I think that's His way of exercising our faith & imagination.

Working at a Toy Store this winter has reminded me just how much of a child's life exists in the imagination. We sell so many Fairy's & Unicorns, Dragon's and Superheros... We tell children they can grow up to be anything they want to be the sky is the limit. 

But as we grow up we have to learn to live in the tangible. Find careers that Pay the bills, not spark the imagination. Listen to wiser adults who have cracked the code to a happy life. Imagination has no room in the adult world. Say goodbye to God because if we can't see something it's just a fairytale like everything else. 

But what if we exercised our imagination, allowed ourselves to continue believing in the impossible. That someday we could explore the universe, that we could live forever, that the God of everything would care enough to speak with us directly. What an amazing life we could live if we simply answered God when He called. Let him make impossible things happen. When we truly gave our broken lives to Him and let Him turn us into the superhero's He created us to be. 

We never know the adventure He wants us to live, and He will never tell us what to expect. But a life with Him by your side is never boring, it never follows the path of the predictable, but it is always better than you could imagine.