Friday, December 21, 2012

So this is what happens when I can't sleep and even Emmet Cahill isn't singing me to sleep... Kimmy thinks enough to remember, hey, I've got a blog to waste my time on ;)

So it's been bothering me for awhile, and perhaps I already blogged about it. But I feel useless... like, I've got a job, I go to school, I've got friends to talk to, friends that talk to me.... But honestly, none of them really need me... ok, yeah there's a couple that have no one else to talk to... but seriously, what am I doing for them??? Nothing, everyone in my "circle" feels left out, there's really no one thats been left in, and I suppose I could put more effort into bringing them all together, but whats the point??? I've given up caring just enough to let them all have their own lives and if they want me around they can ask... But when we do get together... what's it like??? talk about movies, talk about school, talk about each others relationships, flings and break ups... There's gotta be more to life than that. I feel like life has become nothing more than media and bringing people together. What happened to philosophy??? What happened to the depth of life??? I feel like I lack purpose, I feel shallow in every aspect of my life.

I hope there aren't too many people that are in my position... and yet, I hope there are. Because I think the world could be a better place if we talked about what we believed in. Values, Morals, Biblical thoughts and encouragements. And hey, I'm guilty, I don't know what to talk about anymore. And when I run out of things, I can pretty much guarantee some good conversation over the latest Hobbit Movie, or Episode of the Big Bang Theory... but why can't we be able to guarantee depth of conversation with those around us???

2 comments:

  1. So go out and get to know some new people.

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  2. I'm working on it. problem is, all the new people are either online, or like everyone else don't have free time beyond 5:00pm when I'm either at work or in class...

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