Hey guys.

So I'm in one of those moods... where I just want to sit back, observe the world, think about my heart, and think about life. I really don't know what to think about. But I guess as a Single Female one of the top thoughts on my mind this evening is... Will I ever find someone that makes me truly happy???

A couple of years ago I wrote this...

Can't get Him off my mind.
He's all I think about...Every song I hear reminds me of Him...
He saved my life and I can never repay him...
I'm in love and I don't know what to do....
♥ Jesus you are my Prince Charming ♥

I was truly in love, and I was happy. Completely.
Well I'm here to tell you... I've failed. I've fallen short. I've started singing 3 songs... The 1 to the guy I lost... the 1 to the guy I'll someday have... and the 1 to the God that I love... and in that order. why do we do this so often??? we make leaps and bounds forward... and then we leap and bound back just because something happened that we didn't like. we get so wrapped up in life that when something happens to disturb the peace, we push everything aside and cling to what is the worst thing to cling to...

I long for the day when I can fall truly and completely in love with my Saviour once again... He's everything, but right now Nothing has come between us, and I need to remember how to shove Nothing aside and cling once more to my Everything...

And I'll Cherish the Old Rugged Cross... 

Till my Trophies at last I lay down... 

I will Cling, to the old rugged cross... 

And exchange it someday for a crown.