So... it's me again. Obviously... :P
Just sitting here thinkin, you started a blog, well keep it up.
I think I'm kind of a failed Blogger right now. This is why I have a hard time keeping a Journal going. Cause I loose inspiration. I write (to quote some dear friends of mine) "as the spirit moves." well... I guess thats kinda the way I run my life to. I take one day at a time, I don't like to plan and I don't like to commit. In some ways I am blessed with such an easy going way of life. Some if you know me and are reading this may think... ok... that doesn't make sense, Your one of the most organized and structured people I know!!! ok... if your thinking that you obviously don't know me well... but you are in some ways correct. I do like structure, I like to know the goal and I like to move towards that goal. but if we're planning to get together, I don't like to commit to a time or date until the time and date comes much closer. Yes it can be a blessing, things stress me less because, well I didn't commit to it, because I knew something more important might come up that couldn't be put off. But, it's not the most go-getting way of life. I have a hard time putting myself out there, what if I say I'll do this, but it turns out I can't??? well if thats the case, tough, figure out your priorities. if you don't put yourself out there you'll never know.

Now do I have a point to this little Blog???
Well... I most certainly did not start out with one... But let me make a point...

Don't take life so seriously. Learn to play things by ear. you might end up somewhere new and exciting.

Man up. Take Chances. Commit to things. I know it's hard to break them, but hey, if you don't commit to anything you'll never learn how. Committing, I've been told, isn't as hard as it sounds. I'll be honest. I haven't figured out how yet, but sometimes it feels good. To set things in stone, to take a chance and break out of the every day mundane non-committal side of life.

I know. Neither of those things seem to make sense together. They're almost 2 opposite sides of the spectrum... But you know why??? Because everything in life needs balance. No 2 people are alike. there are people at every position along the spectrum of life. Some that commit to everything, some that don't take anything seriously. I don't know who's reading this. But figure out where you are on that spectrum. Take comfort in knowing, there are people out there that strive to be like you. But don't be afraid to move towards that middle of the spectrum. Learn to fly by the seat of your pants, but learn to ground yourself in a few extra schedules. If you don't know where you sit on the spectrum, or you think you know, feel free to ask friends. Sometimes we think we're committal, but other's see differently. Other's see the Eagle trapped in his nest, or the Dove searching for home.

Have Fun, Relax, and Be Responsible.